I never felt
Replaceable in your presence before
I never thought that I would be able to
Feel so replaceable around you
Until now.
Now I don’t know where I
Fucking stand
With you.
Alls I know is
I am replaceable.
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Note to self:
Place your hand over your heart. What do you feel? Your pulse? No. You feel your meaning pounding against your chest, just waiting for you to let it out!!! Don’t let it die there unused.
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Sometimes you’re going to a find a person that means the world to you, be it a friend or a lover, and you’ll believe they feel exactly the same. A few months or years or even days will go by and you’ll learn that they don’t feel the same. It’ll make you fall apart.
Sometimes you’ll devout most of your being to being a part of this person and all they are about. In fact, sometimes you’ll lose who you are to this person. Or sometimes you might just find out who you really are.
Then, when they’re gone, you’ll lose that person you became. The person you fell in love with being. Now that they are gone you don’t know who you are and you just might spend the rest of your life trying to be that person again. It’ll be up to you to figure it out. Because who knows you better than you know yourself?
Understandably people are going to say I have no idea what I am talking about. But let me tell you that I do. I’m only posting this because lately it’s exactly what is happening in my life and I just needed a reminder, even if just from myself, that I’ll figure it out someday.
I hope that you do know, as you read this, that if you do ever feel like this or if this is going on for you, that things will become well again. You may never be the same again, but that’s okay. (:
Just keep your head up and keep doing the things you find the most satisfaction from.
—
Notalotgoingonrightnow
Friendships
I like friendships that you can Facebook message novels to each other, and not feel ashamed. Where you can cuddle with them, but you know it’s totally platonic. Where you can tell each other that you love them, and need them in your life, but in a totally Friendzone type of way. Neither of you being offended or hurt by the fact that you’ll only be, “Just Friends.”
Whiskey Lullaby~
She put him out like the burnin’ end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin’ to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night
[1st Chorus]
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I’ll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby
The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night
[2nd Chorus]
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby
Know what sounds fun?
Getting high right now sounds fun right now?
I REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MY BAD REPUTATION *guitar riff*
I GET REALLY SAD WITHOUT CONSTANT VALIDATION *guitar riff*